Drawbacks

by Pivut

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released May 20, 2017

Produced/Mixed by Elliot Saavedra
Mastered by John Naclerio at Nada Recording Studio

Guest vocals on "The TLC Channel" by Austin Troisi

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Four piece metalcore/harcore band playing music that we don't understand.

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Track Name: Soda Pressing
You don't have the mind to create 
Anything, Anything
Yet you walk around with that
Undeserved grin on your face 
 
Manipulating so called friends  
One by one, again and again 
Those famous lines 
Things have finally changed 
 
You're only here, 
To get what you came for 
Same vicious cycle  
Over and over 
 
Reality a tough pill to swallow 
 
Your same bullshit ways 
Same shit, different day 
 
This world's better off without you 
Bringing down my fucking pride 
  
We're all better off without you 
A lost cause, your demise 
 
This world's better off without you 
Bringing down my fucking pride 
 
We're all better off without you 
A lost cause, your demise
Track Name: Jalapeño Bear Trap
If there's one thing I need to say 
I'm better off without your mental break 
And when thing starts to turn grey 
You'll understand why I left this place 
 
Full of Contemplation 
Your a drug to me 
 
Shut up 
Time to learn subordination 
Your ego makes me cringe 
 
Get up 
Time to turn the situation 
Otherwise you'll never live 
 
Shut up 
Time to learn subordination 
Your ego makes me cringe 
 
Get up 
Time to turn the situation 
Otherwise you'll never live 
 
I wont be subject to this 
Found with a bullet in the back of your head 
Run your mouth, you'll be found dead 
 
Take the blame, off me 
I made the choice, to breathe 
I couldn’t save, your misery 
 
Another soul to rest in peace 
either way, I'm afraid 
I'd be giving my life away 
You don't know, till you feel 
The guilt trip become real 
 
You were a rose
And I ignored the thorns 
Doesn't mean I can withstand the scars 
Blinded by your own beauty 
 
I'm just glad it wasn't me (x4) 
Track Name: Stranger Things
I been thinking that this melody would save me 
Everyday, fighting with the entity 
They said  
Everything was alright  
But I won't make it
Another night 
 
What will I amount to? 
Nobody knows 
What will I amount to? 
Everything you loathe 
 
Everything you want is everything I need 
Living quietly is something I can never be 
 
Speak out, of your mind 
Share with the world 
The louder side 
 
Without an echo, I can hear clarity 
Too dark for shadows, light is a mystery 
You should embrace it 
Cause soon you'll have too 
 
I gave this world a chance, 
But it chewed me up and spit me out (x2) 
 
I'll never make it 
But I don't want to 
It's not me, its you 
Track Name: Demon Wall
Have you ever questioned your humanity? 
Like the game you hunt that helps feed the weak 
Is it survival or pleasure you seek? 
Cause it seems like your heart is a bit off beat 
 
You can't be strong without a painful past (x3) 
 
We haven't had the pleasure of standing face to face 
You're like a rabbit 
Appetizer to my dinner plate 
I am the alpha here to claim your fate 
And once I sink my teeth too deep 
You'll see why they call me  
the survivor of Amdapor Keep 
 
I came to reclusion 
And I thought it would suffice 
But what's left of me 
Is only the fight 
 
Thankful for my struggle 
I have shed some light 
Escaped thee abyss 
And relieved the spite 
Erased my mind 
And shuffled the deck 
I put the pieces back 
In a different mess 
 
I wont be your victim 
I'd give it a rest (x2) 
 
I won't 
Take it 
Any 
More (x2) 
 
I won't take it (x3) 
 
Anymore 
Track Name: The TLC Channel
What was a choice is now a chore 
I don't deny that anymore 
I woke up face first on the floor  
With my mouth dried up 
and my body's sore
 
The odds are against me 
 
The thought of death feels like a reality 
Withdrawn from my confidence 
So much for being optimistic 
I left myself in the bottom of my mug 
 
It's a poison flowing through my veins 
And I cant find a remedy 
A quick fix, a shot in my coffee 
Just enough to keep me knocking on your door 
 
They tell me it deceives morality 
But they seem misconstrued 
Cause we're all addicted to something 
That takes away the pain from you 
 
Drunken thoughts speak a sober truth 
and I'm four sheets to the wind 
This is a problem 
Because of you 
We already talked, I already fought 
and you already know the truth 
This is a problem 
Because of you 
 
Do I have a problem? 
Or maybe I don’t give a fuck 
 
In alcohols defense 
I've done some pretty dumb things sober 
My liver tells me one thing 
But my heart another  
 
Both a fight I'll never win 
Add them to my list of sins 
 
Both a fight I'll never win 
Add them to my list of sins 
Cause there'll be others like you 
Track Name: Died In The Driveway
They tried to bury us 
They didn't know we were seeds 
Deep-sixed for barely much 
I'll plant my roots; hemlock 
 
It's gonna take a lot more to bring me down 
I am the voice of this revelation 
Truth be told I'm not a fuckin' saint 
Just a corpse trying to exist 
 
I'll die another day 
I'll die another day 
Water your dead plants  
But they'll still decay 
 
Another day 
Another day 
Wasted carving my headstone 
But keep the date the same 
 
Don't make this face the last you see 
Heaven may hold it against you 
 
There's been a drought 
Bring the rain 
Its only a matter of time 
 
Full of shit 
Your lungs have no use 
I'll take apart everything 
 
Everything you own 
Get inside your head 
So you're not alone 
 
I'll patronize everyone you’ve ever known 
Track Name: Long Con
Time to set things straight  
You're a fucking fake  
I won't relive, my past mistakes 
 
You heard right, I said it first  
Another lie makes it worse 
Keep that in mind  
The next time you run our way  
 
Since we're being honest, you'd make quite the novelist  
Poorly written plot twists, imbedded in your head  
 
Pardon my confusion 
All I hear is music 
Deaf to the words, that brought me to my knees 
 
I won't feel sympathy 
For all that you have done to me 
Trusting the damned, is the price you'll pay 
 
Stuck in the eyes, of the ones that betray 
More or less
There's one decision to make 
Living with malice, or be left in the wake 
Forgiveness or belligerence 
Which will you take 
Either way bodes ill, for the one, that's been played  
   
Pardon my confusion 
All I hear is music 
Deaf to the words, that brought me to my knees 
 
I won't feel sympathy 
For all that you have done to me 
Trusting the damned, is the price you'll pay 
 
I walked the path that led to this letdown  
Entrapped, I felt your wrath, the knife in my back  
 
I been had, I been hoaxed,  
do you think its a fucking joke  
No more reason, to believe in,  
the kind of people with no motive or grievance  
 
All is lost when there's something to gain  
I won't succumb to your perpetual pain  
Not dead, not broke, but my conscience spoke  
I'll be what you regret most 
Track Name: Maybe Possibly
I'm stuck in this never ending glitch 
Trying to understand the human bliss 
A euphoric anomaly 
That would never exist 
 
If mom and dad had never met 
And time was never kept 
Then what would be left 
Of this life you expect 
 
Cause I'm stuck in this never ending glitch 
Trying to understand the human bliss 
A euphoric anomaly 
That would never exist 
 
A fundamental craving 
The desire to transcend 
Beyond the bars of perception 
Just for a moment 
 
A heightened state of enjoyment 
Revealed to yourself 
Free from doubt and disappointment 
Your brains subliminal importance 
 
A fundamental craving 
The desire to transcend 
Beyond the bars of perception 
Just for a moment 
 
When the past and present blend 
And the color index ends 
What's left is redundancy 
Painted by you and me 
 
Out emerges the truths 
Compiled of misuse 
Cause all I am is a fiend 
For an extraordinary scene 
 
Prevented by travesty 
And the way you look at me 
I feel the transparency 
Of my relapsed apology 
 
I'm afraid of my own mistakes 
They led me to this fucking place 
I'm afraid of my own mistakes 
They led me to this fucking place 
 
I should of opened my mind 
And let in your insight 
Instead I wasted my time 
Seeking more to this life 
 
I won't ever go back to me (x3) 
I wont ever go back