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Drawbacks

by Pivut

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1.
You don't have the mind to create  Anything, Anything Yet you walk around with that Undeserved grin on your face    Manipulating so called friends   One by one, again and again  Those famous lines  Things have finally changed    You're only here,  To get what you came for  Same vicious cycle   Over and over    Reality a tough pill to swallow    Your same bullshit ways  Same shit, different day    This world's better off without you  Bringing down my fucking pride     We're all better off without you  A lost cause, your demise    This world's better off without you  Bringing down my fucking pride    We're all better off without you  A lost cause, your demise
2.
If there's one thing I need to say  I'm better off without your mental break  And when thing starts to turn grey  You'll understand why I left this place    Full of Contemplation  Your a drug to me    Shut up  Time to learn subordination  Your ego makes me cringe    Get up  Time to turn the situation  Otherwise you'll never live    Shut up  Time to learn subordination  Your ego makes me cringe    Get up  Time to turn the situation  Otherwise you'll never live    I wont be subject to this  Found with a bullet in the back of your head  Run your mouth, you'll be found dead    Take the blame, off me  I made the choice, to breathe  I couldn’t save, your misery    Another soul to rest in peace  either way, I'm afraid  I'd be giving my life away  You don't know, till you feel  The guilt trip become real    You were a rose And I ignored the thorns  Doesn't mean I can withstand the scars  Blinded by your own beauty    I'm just glad it wasn't me (x4) 
3.
I been thinking that this melody would save me  Everyday, fighting with the entity  They said   Everything was alright   But I won't make it Another night    What will I amount to?  Nobody knows  What will I amount to?  Everything you loathe    Everything you want is everything I need  Living quietly is something I can never be    Speak out, of your mind  Share with the world  The louder side    Without an echo, I can hear clarity  Too dark for shadows, light is a mystery  You should embrace it  Cause soon you'll have too    I gave this world a chance,  But it chewed me up and spit me out (x2)    I'll never make it  But I don't want to  It's not me, its you 
4.
Demon Wall 02:43
Have you ever questioned your humanity?  Like the game you hunt that helps feed the weak  Is it survival or pleasure you seek?  Cause it seems like your heart is a bit off beat    You can't be strong without a painful past (x3)    We haven't had the pleasure of standing face to face  You're like a rabbit  Appetizer to my dinner plate  I am the alpha here to claim your fate  And once I sink my teeth too deep  You'll see why they call me   the survivor of Amdapor Keep    I came to reclusion  And I thought it would suffice  But what's left of me  Is only the fight    Thankful for my struggle  I have shed some light  Escaped thee abyss  And relieved the spite  Erased my mind  And shuffled the deck  I put the pieces back  In a different mess    I wont be your victim  I'd give it a rest (x2)    I won't  Take it  Any  More (x2)    I won't take it (x3)    Anymore 
5.
What was a choice is now a chore  I don't deny that anymore  I woke up face first on the floor   With my mouth dried up  and my body's sore   The odds are against me    The thought of death feels like a reality  Withdrawn from my confidence  So much for being optimistic  I left myself in the bottom of my mug    It's a poison flowing through my veins  And I cant find a remedy  A quick fix, a shot in my coffee  Just enough to keep me knocking on your door    They tell me it deceives morality  But they seem misconstrued  Cause we're all addicted to something  That takes away the pain from you    Drunken thoughts speak a sober truth  and I'm four sheets to the wind  This is a problem  Because of you  We already talked, I already fought  and you already know the truth  This is a problem  Because of you    Do I have a problem?  Or maybe I don’t give a fuck    In alcohols defense  I've done some pretty dumb things sober  My liver tells me one thing  But my heart another     Both a fight I'll never win  Add them to my list of sins    Both a fight I'll never win  Add them to my list of sins  Cause there'll be others like you 
6.
They tried to bury us  They didn't know we were seeds  Deep-sixed for barely much  I'll plant my roots; hemlock    It's gonna take a lot more to bring me down  I am the voice of this revelation  Truth be told I'm not a fuckin' saint  Just a corpse trying to exist    I'll die another day  I'll die another day  Water your dead plants   But they'll still decay    Another day  Another day  Wasted carving my headstone  But keep the date the same    Don't make this face the last you see  Heaven may hold it against you    There's been a drought  Bring the rain  Its only a matter of time    Full of shit  Your lungs have no use  I'll take apart everything    Everything you own  Get inside your head  So you're not alone    I'll patronize everyone you’ve ever known 
7.
Long Con 02:26
Time to set things straight   You're a fucking fake   I won't relive, my past mistakes    You heard right, I said it first   Another lie makes it worse  Keep that in mind   The next time you run our way     Since we're being honest, you'd make quite the novelist   Poorly written plot twists, imbedded in your head     Pardon my confusion  All I hear is music  Deaf to the words, that brought me to my knees    I won't feel sympathy  For all that you have done to me  Trusting the damned, is the price you'll pay    Stuck in the eyes, of the ones that betray  More or less There's one decision to make  Living with malice, or be left in the wake  Forgiveness or belligerence  Which will you take  Either way bodes ill, for the one, that's been played       Pardon my confusion  All I hear is music  Deaf to the words, that brought me to my knees    I won't feel sympathy  For all that you have done to me  Trusting the damned, is the price you'll pay    I walked the path that led to this letdown   Entrapped, I felt your wrath, the knife in my back     I been had, I been hoaxed,   do you think its a fucking joke   No more reason, to believe in,   the kind of people with no motive or grievance     All is lost when there's something to gain   I won't succumb to your perpetual pain   Not dead, not broke, but my conscience spoke   I'll be what you regret most 
8.
I'm stuck in this never ending glitch  Trying to understand the human bliss  A euphoric anomaly  That would never exist    If mom and dad had never met  And time was never kept  Then what would be left  Of this life you expect    Cause I'm stuck in this never ending glitch  Trying to understand the human bliss  A euphoric anomaly  That would never exist    A fundamental craving  The desire to transcend  Beyond the bars of perception  Just for a moment    A heightened state of enjoyment  Revealed to yourself  Free from doubt and disappointment  Your brains subliminal importance    A fundamental craving  The desire to transcend  Beyond the bars of perception  Just for a moment    When the past and present blend  And the color index ends  What's left is redundancy  Painted by you and me    Out emerges the truths  Compiled of misuse  Cause all I am is a fiend  For an extraordinary scene    Prevented by travesty  And the way you look at me  I feel the transparency  Of my relapsed apology    I'm afraid of my own mistakes  They led me to this fucking place  I'm afraid of my own mistakes  They led me to this fucking place    I should of opened my mind  And let in your insight  Instead I wasted my time  Seeking more to this life    I won't ever go back to me (x3)  I wont ever go back 

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released May 20, 2017

Produced/Mixed by Elliot Saavedra
Mastered by John Naclerio at Nada Recording Studio

Guest vocals on "The TLC Channel" by Austin Troisi

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Four piece metalcore/hardcore band playing music that we don't understand.

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